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We have to go very slowly.

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Of course.

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And then, here...

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No, of course.

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{\an5}Definitely not.

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{\an5}It's my frontal syndrome.

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See you later.

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I'm waiting for my brother.

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Hi. Excuse us.

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Aurora didn't want to
go to school.

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She gets that from him,
he did the same.

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But shouting is no use.

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You could have done something.

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The neurologist is waiting for you.

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Okay.

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- What's wrong with him?
- Quickly, an armchair.

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How are you?

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Caroline!

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{\an5}Are you in Milan? I didn't know it.

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It's a surprise.

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{\an5}I would like to help you.

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{\an5}It's not necessary,
don't worry.

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Everything is under control.

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I will find again soon
my memories.

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{\an5}Be careful, daddy,
memories can hurt.

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You have arrived.

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Yes.

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I can't move my legs.

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Lie down and bend your knees.

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I can't do it.

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{\an5}Your condition has worsened,
lately?

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{\an5}I have trouble walking

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{\an5}and I'm very tired.

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{\an5}It had to be said.

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{\an5}How long has it been since
is it like that?

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{\an5}One week, ten days.

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But this is worse.

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{\an5}My legs are tough.

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{\an5}Medicines
no longer have any effect?

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{\an5}There is undoubtedly an active lesion.

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We need to do an MRI
to check.

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{\an5}MS flare-ups reach
the central nervous system.

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We call these active lesions.

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An MS flare-up

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{\an5}could explain
your difficulty walking.

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{\an5}With cortisone treatment,
It will get better soon.

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{\an5}Excuse me.

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It could happen.

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{\an5}Between medications
and stimulations,

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your brain has been overloaded

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and created
a projection of your mind.

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A hallucination.

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A projection.

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{\an5}Thank you for letting us know.

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{\an5}I think we should suspend
the treatment.

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{\an5}It is better
don't take risks.

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What risks?

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{\an5}He didn't put anyone in danger.

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{\an5}He had a hallucination.

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This search for the past
destabilizes him.

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{\an5}If he suspends, we risk
to annihilate the work done.

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{\an5}This only happened once.

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{\an5}In medicine, it is necessary to analyze
the benefit-risk ratio.

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And the benefits
are greater than the risks.

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{\an5}If Andrea
has the courage to continue,

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{\an5}we monitor
and we see what happens.

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{\an5}If it starts again,

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{\an5}we will suspend.

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If you are with me,
I continue.

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{\an5}Okay, keep me posted.

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{\an5}Don't make me regret it.

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{\an5}Do you think this is the right choice?

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Of course.

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{\an5}Find your past
is too important.

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{\an5}What if Diana Novelli
was a hallucination?

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Why do you say that?

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{\an5}She appeared
and she left.

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- You talked to him.
- I spoke to Carolina too.

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Carolina is your daughter.

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{\an5}A mental projection
cannot concern an unknown person.

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Let's find Diana Novelli.

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Let's prove that it is not
a hallucination.

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Your brother, is he okay?

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No active lesion.

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He won't be able to stand up anymore.

86
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Nor eat alone.

87
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He will even have difficulty speaking.

88
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It will happen much sooner than expected.

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And we can't do anything.

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Not necessarily.

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New symptoms,
no active lesions.

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It only means one thing.

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His sclerosis
has become progressive.

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Doesn't that seem weird to you?

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Spasticity,
loss of sensitivity

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lower limbs,
balance disorders,

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great fatigue.
All this in ten days.

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It's progressive MS

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which goes a little fast.

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Show me his file.

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He changed treatment.

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He should have received
his third dose.

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Of a medicine
immunomodulator.

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This medicine...

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may have reactivated
a virus that remained latent.

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Encephalitis.
Perhaps due to the JC virus.

107
00:07:03,800 --> 00:07:04,960
It remains an inflammation.

108
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We did not see any lesions,
on MRI.

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To be sure,
CSF analysis must be done.

110
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It's not a great hope.

111
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The JC virus is often fatal.

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Yes, but not always.

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We must do
other examinations.

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With cortisone,
everything had to return to normal.

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It's a little more complicated than that.

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What does that mean?

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He won't be able to walk anymore?
Are we there already?

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As soon as I know more,
I tell you.

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Try to relax.

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Patrizia, this is Dr. Cesconi.

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Good morning.

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She just woke up.

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Can I examine you quickly?

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It'll be OK ?

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What day is it?

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- THURSDAY ?
- Almost.

127
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It's Friday.

128
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Do you know why you are here?

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Because I did this to myself.

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17/10.

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Excuse me,
I'm looking for my wife.

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Bed 34, I was told.

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Impossible.

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We don't take care of beds.

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- What is her name?
- Patrizia Fabbri.

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We took her
from the emergency room.

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I haven't looked at it yet.
Let's go together.

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Professor Fanti, the files.

139
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Out. Get out of here!

140
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Get out!

141
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I don't want to see you.
Get him out.

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Get him out, I tell you.

143
00:09:18,960 --> 00:09:19,679
Please.

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Come.

145
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He's out, calm down.

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Madam,

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he went out.
Calm down, now.

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Breathe deeply.

149
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Why do you want it?
to your husband?

150
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He cheated on me.

151
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And we've been together for a year.

152
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She is obsessed with this story.

153
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I didn't think
that it would come to that.

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I found her
on the kitchen floor,

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the knife in his hand.

156
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And there was a lot of blood.

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Have there been other incidents
of this kind?

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- Or less violent?
- Not like that.

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For a month,
she went crazy.

160
00:10:01,280 --> 00:10:02,600
She thinks I'm cheating on her.

161
00:10:02,840 --> 00:10:04,840
She calls me all the time,

162
00:10:05,080 --> 00:10:07,360
she makes scenes for me.
And now this.

163
00:10:08,400 --> 00:10:09,160
But that's not true.

164
00:10:10,600 --> 00:10:13,920
I don't know what to do anymore.
She needs a psychiatrist.

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00:10:14,480 --> 00:10:16,360
Let's start at the beginning.

166
00:10:16,800 --> 00:10:19,440
Does your wife suffer from hypertension?

167
00:10:20,360 --> 00:10:22,520
What is the connection?
She wanted to kill herself.

168
00:10:22,760 --> 00:10:25,600
She has tachycardia
and hypertension.

169
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We have to do tests.

170
00:10:27,720 --> 00:10:29,679
My wife needs a psychiatrist.

171
00:10:36,200 --> 00:10:38,760
Well...
What do you think?

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00:10:39,320 --> 00:10:40,760
He's lying. He cheats on her.

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I was talking about the medical case.

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00:10:44,280 --> 00:10:46,320
I'm leaning towards a psychiatric case.

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Tachycardia, hypertension...

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- It matches.
- It's true.

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But we make an echo
to rule out a heart problem.

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- Prof.
- Yes?

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I was telling you
that Redsonic...

180
00:11:01,760 --> 00:11:04,360
It's good,
you have decided to address me informally.

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00:11:05,400 --> 00:11:06,840
I meant...

182
00:11:07,080 --> 00:11:08,600
- Fante...
- Call me "Doc",

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00:11:08,840 --> 00:11:09,880
it's simpler.

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00:11:10,400 --> 00:11:11,200
All right.

185
00:11:11,720 --> 00:11:12,960
Well, I said

186
00:11:13,200 --> 00:11:14,400
that he called...

187
00:11:21,320 --> 00:11:22,760
Go call Giulia.

188
00:11:27,120 --> 00:11:30,120
It was just discomfort.
I'm a little tired.

189
00:11:30,360 --> 00:11:31,320
I'm doing well.

190
00:11:35,280 --> 00:11:36,200
Are they yours?

191
00:11:38,800 --> 00:11:39,559
Yes.

192
00:11:39,800 --> 00:11:43,240
We're going to keep them.
And we're going to do some analyses.

193
00:11:43,679 --> 00:11:46,480
What analyses? I'm doing well.
Think of Fabio.

194
00:11:46,720 --> 00:11:48,920
- I'm going to get Aurora.
- I'll take care of it.

195
00:11:50,920 --> 00:11:52,480
Benzodiazepine overdose.

196
00:11:52,720 --> 00:11:55,760
I read a lot about this genre
of cases, for my study.

197
00:11:56,000 --> 00:11:59,840
Hypertension does not stick
with an overdose of benzos.

198
00:12:00,080 --> 00:12:01,040
She was agitated,

199
00:12:01,280 --> 00:12:02,960
or she has a high tolerance.

200
00:12:03,200 --> 00:12:05,840
Or benzos
mask another pathology.

201
00:12:06,240 --> 00:12:07,440
- Gender ?
- I don't know.

202
00:12:07,679 --> 00:12:09,520
Let's wait for the results.

203
00:12:11,040 --> 00:12:12,760
And you, how are you? Everything is fine ?

204
00:12:13,000 --> 00:12:14,000
Yes.

205
00:12:15,960 --> 00:12:18,520
Unless you are
a hallucination.

206
00:12:19,800 --> 00:12:20,880
It's not funny.

207
00:12:22,040 --> 00:12:23,840
I'm going to pick up my niece.

208
00:12:36,960 --> 00:12:37,960
Giulia, wait.

209
00:12:39,840 --> 00:12:41,000
It's about Andrea.

210
00:12:41,320 --> 00:12:45,160
I encouraged him to continue,
but I'm not reassured.

211
00:12:45,440 --> 00:12:46,400
For what ?

212
00:12:46,760 --> 00:12:49,240
His hallucination
is not an isolated event.

213
00:12:49,480 --> 00:12:51,559
This means that,
lately,

214
00:12:52,760 --> 00:12:54,480
his mental state has deteriorated.

215
00:12:56,240 --> 00:12:57,760
Don't you think it's weird?

216
00:12:58,000 --> 00:12:59,160
Weird how?

217
00:12:59,760 --> 00:13:02,000
He had troubles
behavior?

218
00:13:03,760 --> 00:13:06,640
Andrea might have said or done
things

219
00:13:06,880 --> 00:13:08,760
which he did not realize.

220
00:13:09,920 --> 00:13:11,280
Like he was drunk.

221
00:13:14,440 --> 00:13:15,280
SO ?

222
00:13:19,040 --> 00:13:21,480
No, I don't think so.
Always the same Andrea.

223
00:13:21,720 --> 00:13:22,559
I have to go.

224
00:13:28,840 --> 00:13:29,480
How are you ?

225
00:13:30,240 --> 00:13:34,480
I just gotta stick a needle
10 cm behind Fabio's back.

226
00:13:34,720 --> 00:13:36,280
You've done it a thousand times.

227
00:13:36,520 --> 00:13:38,000
Yes.

228
00:13:38,800 --> 00:13:40,280
But this is different.

229
00:13:40,720 --> 00:13:43,200
This is the moment of truth.
The LCR does not lie.

230
00:13:43,440 --> 00:13:45,679
Do you think the Doc is wrong?

231
00:13:45,920 --> 00:13:47,640
It is not infallible.

232
00:13:48,280 --> 00:13:50,000
And there would be nothing wrong,

233
00:13:50,240 --> 00:13:52,360
but you shouldn't
give false hope.

234
00:13:58,080 --> 00:14:00,160
- 60 years old. Did you write?
- Yes.

235
00:14:03,920 --> 00:14:05,120
- Are you finished?
- What ?

236
00:14:05,360 --> 00:14:09,360
We did not fill
a single patient record.

237
00:14:09,880 --> 00:14:11,080
Sorry I have a life.

238
00:14:12,080 --> 00:14:14,080
You find him unpleasant, right?

239
00:14:15,840 --> 00:14:16,840
The patient's husband.

240
00:14:17,360 --> 00:14:21,720
He's a liar. His wife wanted
commit suicide because he cheated on her.

241
00:14:21,960 --> 00:14:23,440
No, she did it

242
00:14:23,680 --> 00:14:25,600
because she's psychotic.

243
00:14:25,840 --> 00:14:28,680
Marriages end,
people are unfaithful.

244
00:14:29,840 --> 00:14:31,560
You have a sad vision of marriage.

245
00:14:32,280 --> 00:14:36,280
This is reality, but we can
separate in a civilized manner.

246
00:14:36,520 --> 00:14:38,440
Love is also a reality.

247
00:14:39,000 --> 00:14:41,400
Trust, family,
it's a reality.

248
00:14:42,000 --> 00:14:43,520
We can fight for that.

249
00:14:45,240 --> 00:14:46,840
Or, yes... separate

250
00:14:47,080 --> 00:14:48,160
in a civilized manner.

251
00:14:51,880 --> 00:14:52,880
SO ?

252
00:14:54,560 --> 00:14:57,000
- Are you coming?
- Where is she, mom?

253
00:14:57,240 --> 00:14:59,120
Mom is waiting for us inside.

254
00:15:03,760 --> 00:15:04,920
- Hi.
- Hi.

255
00:15:05,160 --> 00:15:07,000
We were going through there
and they called you.

256
00:15:07,240 --> 00:15:08,320
You did well.

257
00:15:08,560 --> 00:15:09,920
Are you coming for lunch?

258
00:15:10,160 --> 00:15:11,240
At 3:30 p.m.?

259
00:15:12,480 --> 00:15:14,040
A sandwich at 3:30 p.m.,
is it prohibited?

260
00:15:14,280 --> 00:15:16,000
An ice cream at 3:30 p.m.,
is it prohibited?

261
00:15:16,240 --> 00:15:18,480
I don't know,
you have to ask mom.

262
00:15:21,520 --> 00:15:22,520
Go for the ice cream.

263
00:15:23,120 --> 00:15:23,960
For the ice cream

264
00:15:24,200 --> 00:15:25,480
and for the sandwich.

265
00:15:26,800 --> 00:15:28,720
Carry me, I'm tired.

266
00:15:30,080 --> 00:15:31,880
Come on, let's go.

267
00:15:53,680 --> 00:15:54,640
How are you ?

268
00:15:55,160 --> 00:15:56,680
It had to end like this.

269
00:15:56,920 --> 00:15:59,080
Let's wait for the results.
Julia says...

270
00:15:59,320 --> 00:16:00,680
What do you want her to say?

271
00:16:01,360 --> 00:16:04,440
Let's not hide our faces,
I won't walk anymore.

272
00:16:05,040 --> 00:16:07,040
It's all on you now.

273
00:16:07,600 --> 00:16:09,040
Now you say?

274
00:16:10,040 --> 00:16:11,240
It's been three years already.

275
00:16:11,480 --> 00:16:13,160
And you weren't in that chair.

276
00:16:13,400 --> 00:16:16,280
- What do you mean?
- You don't realize it,

277
00:16:16,520 --> 00:16:19,720
but the races, Aurora,
the house in the countryside...

278
00:16:19,960 --> 00:16:22,080
This house
will make our lives easier.

279
00:16:22,320 --> 00:16:24,480
- Let go.
- Where are you going?

280
00:16:27,040 --> 00:16:28,120
Marcella, wait!

281
00:16:31,880 --> 00:16:33,560
Come on, courage.

282
00:16:33,800 --> 00:16:36,120
Hello, sweetheart.

283
00:16:36,800 --> 00:16:38,280
We're going home.

284
00:16:38,520 --> 00:16:39,200
Come on.

285
00:16:39,440 --> 00:16:41,800
But we're waiting for your analyses.

286
00:16:42,040 --> 00:16:43,040
No, I'm going.

287
00:16:49,440 --> 00:16:52,000
Here, we don't hold anyone back
against his will.

288
00:16:53,200 --> 00:16:57,280
Come on, I'll make you sign
an exit against medical advice.

289
00:16:59,520 --> 00:17:00,320
Wait for me there.

290
00:17:03,480 --> 00:17:04,480
This way.

291
00:17:07,440 --> 00:17:08,520
Did you hospitalize her?

292
00:17:09,400 --> 00:17:10,600
Actually, no.

293
00:17:11,200 --> 00:17:15,040
But it would be necessary. The first day
weaning is the hardest.

294
00:17:25,359 --> 00:17:28,160
A signature
and you will be free to go out.

295
00:17:30,160 --> 00:17:31,320
Does your skin burn?

296
00:17:32,119 --> 00:17:33,600
On the top of the hand.

297
00:17:34,000 --> 00:17:36,000
This is the first symptom
weaning.

298
00:17:36,320 --> 00:17:37,600
What are you talking about?

299
00:17:38,280 --> 00:17:39,880
The second is irritability.

300
00:17:40,800 --> 00:17:41,600
Listen.

301
00:17:42,440 --> 00:17:44,560
When we face a difficulty,

302
00:17:45,200 --> 00:17:47,359
the brain puts our body
in motion.

303
00:17:47,600 --> 00:17:49,920
The heart rate accelerates.

304
00:17:50,160 --> 00:17:52,760
We feel hyperactive, lucid.

305
00:17:54,280 --> 00:17:57,400
But faced with too many difficulties,
every day,

306
00:17:57,880 --> 00:17:59,880
it happens that we no longer succeed

307
00:18:00,320 --> 00:18:02,200
to free yourself from tension.

308
00:18:03,240 --> 00:18:04,880
We always feel stressed.

309
00:18:06,640 --> 00:18:09,320
Stress becomes negative,
it exhausts us,

310
00:18:09,560 --> 00:18:11,280
it creates a state of anxiety.

311
00:18:12,000 --> 00:18:12,880
So, we take that.

312
00:18:14,200 --> 00:18:15,160
Benzodiazepines.

313
00:18:15,400 --> 00:18:17,560
It is a very useful medicine,

314
00:18:18,119 --> 00:18:20,280
but it ends
by creating a dependence.

315
00:18:21,280 --> 00:18:22,600
We always take more,

316
00:18:22,840 --> 00:18:26,640
for it to take effect.
It's called tolerance.

317
00:18:27,160 --> 00:18:30,680
And when we decide to stop,
the body rebels.

318
00:18:31,800 --> 00:18:33,520
It's called withdrawal.

319
00:18:35,280 --> 00:18:37,359
You mean
that I'm a drug addict?

320
00:18:37,600 --> 00:18:39,800
I mean that,
in the long run,

321
00:18:40,040 --> 00:18:43,600
we anesthetize bad things,
but also the good ones.

322
00:18:44,200 --> 00:18:46,560
And it is very difficult to distinguish

323
00:18:46,800 --> 00:18:49,040
what is real
of what is not.

324
00:18:49,800 --> 00:18:51,520
That's why
what do they want to keep me?

325
00:18:51,760 --> 00:18:54,840
No. But that could mask
another pathology.

326
00:18:55,320 --> 00:18:58,200
It's up to you to decide
if you want to know.

327
00:19:02,600 --> 00:19:04,760
Aurora will sleep at my house tonight.

328
00:19:05,560 --> 00:19:06,680
Don't tell mom.

329
00:19:06,920 --> 00:19:08,119
No, of course.

330
00:19:09,080 --> 00:19:10,200
Be optimistic.

331
00:19:10,440 --> 00:19:13,640
We are waiting for the results.
In case of encephalitis,

332
00:19:13,880 --> 00:19:15,080
there is a treatment.

333
00:19:15,960 --> 00:19:18,359
Don't talk either
Marcella's benzos.

334
00:19:19,320 --> 00:19:22,680
- She's already worried enough.
- Did you know?

335
00:19:22,920 --> 00:19:25,440
Yes, but I didn't think
that it would come to that.

336
00:19:27,600 --> 00:19:30,000
- For what ?
- I have multiple sclerosis.

337
00:19:30,520 --> 00:19:32,640
And Marcella gorges herself on drugs.

338
00:19:33,960 --> 00:19:36,359
I am doing a study
on benzodiazepines.

339
00:19:37,720 --> 00:19:40,920
You know what they say
those who are dependent?

340
00:19:41,480 --> 00:19:45,320
That they had to face everything alone
and needed help.

341
00:19:46,880 --> 00:19:48,560
We should have supported her.

342
00:19:49,160 --> 00:19:51,160
Instead,
we left her alone.

343
00:19:59,080 --> 00:20:02,560
She's my sister-in-law,
and I am a doctor. And I didn't see anything.

344
00:20:03,400 --> 00:20:07,119
With sclerosis in the family,
it can go unnoticed.

345
00:20:08,240 --> 00:20:11,720
It's not easy to be objective,
with our loved ones.

346
00:20:14,000 --> 00:20:15,320
Unless it's us, right?

347
00:20:18,840 --> 00:20:20,440
Did you come to check on me?

348
00:20:22,000 --> 00:20:23,400
Somehow.

349
00:20:24,480 --> 00:20:27,119
This is your patient:
Patrizia Fabbri.

350
00:20:28,359 --> 00:20:30,200
Her husband complained to Marabini.

351
00:20:30,440 --> 00:20:33,320
He says his wife
should go to psychiatry

352
00:20:33,560 --> 00:20:36,160
and you keep it
for unfounded reasons.

353
00:20:36,400 --> 00:20:39,040
It happens often.
But afterwards, we are thanked.

354
00:20:39,280 --> 00:20:42,800
But this time,
after what happened this morning,

355
00:20:43,040 --> 00:20:44,480
I have to be more careful.

356
00:20:45,160 --> 00:20:46,040
Sorry.

357
00:20:47,720 --> 00:20:51,040
You could examine it
and give me your opinion.

358
00:20:53,119 --> 00:20:54,119
Come on.

359
00:20:59,040 --> 00:21:01,040
Do you remember that night?

360
00:21:09,480 --> 00:21:11,160
I went through a bad patch.

361
00:21:12,880 --> 00:21:15,440
I didn't talk to anyone,
not even to my husband.

362
00:21:16,520 --> 00:21:17,800
I blamed him for everything.

363
00:21:19,520 --> 00:21:22,240
I thought
that it wasn't worth living.

364
00:21:28,119 --> 00:21:30,119
I mean you're not alone.

365
00:21:30,520 --> 00:21:31,600
You're not weird.

366
00:21:33,000 --> 00:21:35,160
I remember
having taken the knife...

367
00:21:35,760 --> 00:21:36,960
and then, nothing more.

368
00:21:40,480 --> 00:21:41,760
What pushed you?

369
00:21:42,440 --> 00:21:44,840
Something happened
in particular?

370
00:21:46,280 --> 00:21:47,880
I came home early.

371
00:21:49,800 --> 00:21:51,080
My husband was in bed,

372
00:21:51,320 --> 00:21:52,640
with another woman.

373
00:21:54,720 --> 00:21:57,160
I knew,
but I hoped I was wrong.

374
00:22:01,359 --> 00:22:02,480
Put her out!

375
00:22:02,720 --> 00:22:05,480
Take her out,
I don't want her here.

376
00:22:05,720 --> 00:22:07,119
Get her out.

377
00:22:07,359 --> 00:22:09,520
Patrizia, who are you talking about?

378
00:22:09,760 --> 00:22:12,840
She's the bitch
who was with my husband. Fire her.

379
00:22:13,080 --> 00:22:14,800
I don't want to see her.

380
00:22:16,600 --> 00:22:17,920
Please.

381
00:22:19,280 --> 00:22:21,080
That's it, she's out.

382
00:22:21,800 --> 00:22:22,480
Is it better?

383
00:22:22,880 --> 00:22:23,880
Yes.

384
00:22:27,240 --> 00:22:28,760
What are they doing in the lab?

385
00:22:30,760 --> 00:22:32,560
Still nothing for your brother?

386
00:22:34,200 --> 00:22:35,760
We'll have to wait until tomorrow.

387
00:22:46,359 --> 00:22:47,320
Well...

388
00:22:47,560 --> 00:22:49,480
Patrizia developed psychosis.

389
00:22:50,560 --> 00:22:52,560
She believes her husband is cheating on her,

390
00:22:52,800 --> 00:22:55,880
suffers from paranoid delusions
and has hallucinations.

391
00:22:56,160 --> 00:22:56,920
Does she see monsters?

392
00:22:57,160 --> 00:22:59,200
She says she saw, here,
this woman,

393
00:22:59,440 --> 00:23:01,680
the so-called mistress
of her husband.

394
00:23:02,440 --> 00:23:03,880
So he's not cheating on her?

395
00:23:04,240 --> 00:23:07,840
I would tend to exclude it.
His obsessive syndrome

396
00:23:08,080 --> 00:23:10,480
pushes her to imagine things.
Excuse me.

397
00:23:12,040 --> 00:23:14,760
Before, she didn't have
this kind of reaction.

398
00:23:15,160 --> 00:23:18,040
It's strange that this happens to him
so suddenly.

399
00:23:18,280 --> 00:23:19,840
But not impossible.

400
00:23:20,080 --> 00:23:22,640
We have to transfer it
in psychiatry.

401
00:23:22,880 --> 00:23:24,800
And tachycardia
and hypertension?

402
00:23:25,040 --> 00:23:27,520
It may be related
in a state of overexcitation.

403
00:23:27,760 --> 00:23:30,160
Echocardiogram and scanner
are normal.

404
00:23:32,080 --> 00:23:33,600
I feel there is something else,

405
00:23:33,840 --> 00:23:35,040
it's an intuition.

406
00:23:35,280 --> 00:23:38,320
There are the facts.
Keep your intuition to yourself.

407
00:23:38,840 --> 00:23:40,800
Tomorrow,
she is transferred to psychiatry.

408
00:23:41,240 --> 00:23:41,880
All right.

409
00:23:49,240 --> 00:23:51,280
Patient stories,

410
00:23:51,520 --> 00:23:52,400
where are you?

411
00:23:52,640 --> 00:23:53,800
We're working on it.

412
00:23:54,040 --> 00:23:55,880
How much time do you need?

413
00:23:57,760 --> 00:23:59,040
A few days.

414
00:24:00,200 --> 00:24:02,359
It shouldn't drag on too long.

415
00:24:02,920 --> 00:24:05,240
You have a week,
from today.

416
00:24:10,960 --> 00:24:11,880
It's me.

417
00:24:12,119 --> 00:24:14,280
Sorry, I couldn't answer.

418
00:24:14,520 --> 00:24:17,720
I need the data
on patients, and quickly.

419
00:24:19,240 --> 00:24:20,280
Yes, but...

420
00:24:20,520 --> 00:24:23,119
- they are not ready.
- Are you kidding me?

421
00:24:23,840 --> 00:24:24,840
No.

422
00:24:25,480 --> 00:24:27,880
It will take a maximum of a week.
I swear to you.

423
00:24:28,119 --> 00:24:29,720
I hope it's true.

424
00:24:30,600 --> 00:24:31,280
Or,

425
00:24:31,520 --> 00:24:32,840
Andrea will learn the truth.

426
00:24:42,920 --> 00:24:45,960
It looks like you're doing it
a personal matter.

427
00:24:46,240 --> 00:24:48,160
It is. It's about me, right?

428
00:24:49,760 --> 00:24:52,920
I consulted the register
of the order of doctors.

429
00:24:53,240 --> 00:24:55,119
I couldn't find Diana Novelli.

430
00:24:57,520 --> 00:25:00,480
You think I'm going crazy,
like Patrizia.

431
00:25:01,800 --> 00:25:05,600
She is not registered in the order.
So, let's check out the universities.

432
00:25:08,640 --> 00:25:10,600
You've done all this research.

433
00:25:12,200 --> 00:25:13,440
You continue to help me.

434
00:25:16,160 --> 00:25:18,480
And that, despite your brother's condition.

435
00:25:20,440 --> 00:25:23,760
While waiting for the CSF results,
it keeps me busy.

436
00:25:25,800 --> 00:25:29,520
You are the only one who continues
to trust me. For what ?

437
00:25:31,520 --> 00:25:32,760
Because...

438
00:25:33,320 --> 00:25:36,080
you are the only one
who always gave me hope.

439
00:25:49,960 --> 00:25:52,560
I'm going to get Aurora.
She's with Teresa.

440
00:26:05,200 --> 00:26:07,000
She was really very wise.

441
00:26:07,240 --> 00:26:11,040
In this case,
she deserves a candy.

442
00:26:15,680 --> 00:26:16,760
Wait, Doc!

443
00:26:17,000 --> 00:26:18,000
Sorry.

444
00:26:26,760 --> 00:26:30,760
It's not possible!
What should I do?

445
00:26:33,000 --> 00:26:37,520
I was looking for a clean blouse.
A patient didn't like his dinner.

446
00:26:37,760 --> 00:26:39,400
Can I help you?

447
00:26:39,760 --> 00:26:42,880
No, I cleared my throat,
because...

448
00:26:44,200 --> 00:26:45,920
sometimes it gets too serious.

449
00:26:46,680 --> 00:26:50,119
Yes, me too,
I often clear my throat,

450
00:26:50,400 --> 00:26:51,920
in a storage room.

451
00:26:52,280 --> 00:26:54,240
If I can give you some advice,

452
00:26:54,480 --> 00:26:56,080
you have to take Andrea
with philosophy.

453
00:26:56,320 --> 00:26:59,800
I haven't worked for a long time.
I would like to do well.

454
00:27:00,040 --> 00:27:01,920
But you're doing very well.

455
00:27:02,160 --> 00:27:05,960
Thanks to you, he does things
which he hates but which he must do.

456
00:27:06,200 --> 00:27:07,200
And he knows that.

457
00:27:07,800 --> 00:27:11,960
But if you want to clear your throat,
my office is a place...

458
00:27:12,200 --> 00:27:13,600
a little quieter.

459
00:27:16,720 --> 00:27:18,840
Pardon. Sorry.

460
00:27:19,440 --> 00:27:22,320
Don't forget it,
my door is always "open".

461
00:27:29,680 --> 00:27:30,840
Wait a moment.

462
00:27:31,680 --> 00:27:33,680
We have Marcella's analyses.

463
00:27:35,200 --> 00:27:36,200
Traces of benzos

464
00:27:36,440 --> 00:27:39,240
in blood and urine.
We knew that.

465
00:27:39,480 --> 00:27:40,480
So.

466
00:27:41,000 --> 00:27:42,320
Slight anemia.

467
00:27:42,680 --> 00:27:46,320
His kidney function is impaired
and his blood pressure remains high.

468
00:27:48,080 --> 00:27:49,280
Let's think.

469
00:27:50,080 --> 00:27:51,680
Does she have other symptoms?

470
00:27:52,560 --> 00:27:54,040
We didn't take a history.

471
00:27:54,520 --> 00:27:57,680
It's hard to say,
because she is in withdrawal.

472
00:27:59,040 --> 00:28:02,160
Tachycardia, irritability,
trembling, restlessness,

473
00:28:02,400 --> 00:28:04,560
it can be caused
by other pathologies.

474
00:28:04,800 --> 00:28:06,760
You're restless too today.

475
00:28:08,359 --> 00:28:10,240
Should I take benzos?

476
00:28:12,760 --> 00:28:15,080
I reveal my thing to you
against anxiety.

477
00:28:15,359 --> 00:28:16,359
THANKS.

478
00:28:17,680 --> 00:28:18,680
I...

479
00:28:20,040 --> 00:28:21,600
I make paintings.

480
00:28:22,840 --> 00:28:23,640
Paintings?

481
00:28:23,880 --> 00:28:25,800
I'm a control freak.

482
00:28:26,280 --> 00:28:27,080
Look at.

483
00:28:33,240 --> 00:28:34,640
Monitor symptoms

484
00:28:34,880 --> 00:28:36,440
and write them down in a table.

485
00:28:36,800 --> 00:28:38,200
Every two hours.

486
00:28:39,160 --> 00:28:40,760
“Compatible with withdrawal”.

487
00:28:42,400 --> 00:28:43,400
“Not compatible”.

488
00:28:43,640 --> 00:28:44,760
“We don’t know.”

489
00:28:47,320 --> 00:28:49,240
You classify them
by degree of intensity.

490
00:28:49,480 --> 00:28:51,760
Two, six, eight...

491
00:28:56,240 --> 00:28:57,640
At least it'll keep me busy.

492
00:28:58,520 --> 00:28:59,440
It will keep us busy.

493
00:29:01,880 --> 00:29:03,920
Just to show you.
I am an expert.

494
00:29:07,000 --> 00:29:08,960
Then I'll let you do it.
Promised.

495
00:29:11,440 --> 00:29:12,800
Go to the tables.

496
00:29:13,800 --> 00:29:15,600
Paintings are life.

497
00:29:17,600 --> 00:29:20,400
- There was no need to say it.
- What ?

498
00:29:20,760 --> 00:29:22,920
That you're a control freak.

499
00:29:23,400 --> 00:29:24,840
- Okay, I can...
- No.

500
00:29:25,080 --> 00:29:26,160
No, sorry.

501
00:29:28,920 --> 00:29:29,560
Come on.

502
00:29:37,760 --> 00:29:39,080
Do you want some tea?

503
00:29:40,560 --> 00:29:41,560
THANKS.

504
00:29:42,640 --> 00:29:44,520
Your wife will go to psychiatry,
tomorrow.

505
00:29:44,760 --> 00:29:47,800
You better not stay,
and not see her.

506
00:29:52,840 --> 00:29:54,840
I will keep you informed,
okay?

507
00:29:57,680 --> 00:29:58,680
THANKS.

508
00:30:49,440 --> 00:30:50,800
- Aren't you sleeping?
- No.

509
00:30:54,320 --> 00:30:55,800
Sorry for earlier.

510
00:30:56,680 --> 00:30:59,560
- I didn't want us to argue.
- Me neither.

511
00:31:01,560 --> 00:31:02,880
I'm tired.

512
00:31:03,280 --> 00:31:03,920
I know.

513
00:31:04,840 --> 00:31:06,720
Sorry for not helping you enough.

514
00:31:07,600 --> 00:31:09,640
You understood
what did I mean?

515
00:31:11,760 --> 00:31:12,760
What then?

516
00:31:14,000 --> 00:31:14,640
You know it.

517
00:31:16,320 --> 00:31:18,200
Without Aurora,
it would be simpler.

518
00:31:18,440 --> 00:31:20,000
Is the problem Aurora?

519
00:31:21,000 --> 00:31:22,160
It's not that...

520
00:31:24,080 --> 00:31:26,280
- Forget it.
- Leave Aurora alone.

521
00:31:26,520 --> 00:31:27,800
Leave her out of this.

522
00:31:44,280 --> 00:31:45,320
All that again?

523
00:31:47,920 --> 00:31:52,200
At this rate,
we won't finish in a week.

524
00:31:52,800 --> 00:31:54,400
Don't worry, we're moving here.

525
00:31:56,680 --> 00:31:58,360
Just kidding, don't dream.

526
00:31:59,520 --> 00:32:02,200
It's that there is always
something else to do.

527
00:32:04,920 --> 00:32:06,120
Good morning.

528
00:32:08,720 --> 00:32:10,840
You are right,
here's what we're going to do...

529
00:32:11,640 --> 00:32:13,120
a board with a schedule.

530
00:32:13,360 --> 00:32:14,400
Paintings are life.

531
00:32:20,680 --> 00:32:22,520
You're the first.
I'm talking to you, man.

532
00:32:28,040 --> 00:32:30,240
There were problems last night.

533
00:32:34,640 --> 00:32:37,160
Come here.
Aunt Teresa will give you

534
00:32:37,400 --> 00:32:39,440
sheets for drawing.

535
00:32:41,040 --> 00:32:42,280
Hold.

536
00:32:49,640 --> 00:32:50,600
What is happening?

537
00:32:51,120 --> 00:32:52,600
My legs hurt
and arms.

538
00:32:52,840 --> 00:32:56,760
That night, I couldn't walk.
Is it because of withdrawal?

539
00:32:57,880 --> 00:32:59,480
We will try to understand.

540
00:33:01,920 --> 00:33:04,640
I thought I would get out of it,
with Fabio and Aurora.

541
00:33:05,600 --> 00:33:06,920
It was an illusion.

542
00:33:08,320 --> 00:33:10,040
The reality is something else.

543
00:33:15,640 --> 00:33:19,440
His pain is too severe
to be linked to withdrawal.

544
00:33:20,240 --> 00:33:21,240
Look at.

545
00:33:21,840 --> 00:33:22,840
I took his blood pressure

546
00:33:23,080 --> 00:33:26,280
every 2 hours:
9 diastolic, it's not logical.

547
00:33:27,920 --> 00:33:29,520
You did a good job.

548
00:33:29,760 --> 00:33:30,920
Yes, it's not logical.

549
00:33:31,920 --> 00:33:34,520
It doesn't stick
with an overdose of benzos.

550
00:33:35,080 --> 00:33:36,440
While you rest,

551
00:33:36,680 --> 00:33:39,560
we're going to look
about pains and problems

552
00:33:39,800 --> 00:33:40,920
- renal.
- Okay.

553
00:33:41,200 --> 00:33:44,000
We do an electromyogram
and an abdominal echo.

554
00:33:44,240 --> 00:33:45,120
Don't get used to it.

555
00:33:45,600 --> 00:33:47,280
You'll get your overtime back.

556
00:33:48,160 --> 00:33:49,560
At your command, chief.

557
00:33:58,840 --> 00:34:00,920
Other projections,
these last few days?

558
00:34:02,560 --> 00:34:03,520
No, none.

559
00:34:04,560 --> 00:34:05,720
How do you feel?

560
00:34:07,560 --> 00:34:08,560
Besieged.

561
00:34:10,360 --> 00:34:12,000
I'm looking for Diana Novelli.

562
00:34:12,760 --> 00:34:16,239
Again ?
I thought you had given up.

563
00:34:17,920 --> 00:34:19,760
You're afraid you imagined it.

564
00:34:20,280 --> 00:34:22,239
I couldn't find anything on her.

565
00:34:22,480 --> 00:34:23,480
There is nothing.

566
00:34:24,120 --> 00:34:26,560
She told me to forget my past.

567
00:34:26,800 --> 00:34:27,800
Caroline...

568
00:34:28,560 --> 00:34:30,360
that the memories
could hurt.

569
00:34:30,600 --> 00:34:32,560
The imaginary Carolina, of course.

570
00:34:33,480 --> 00:34:34,800
What does that mean?

571
00:34:36,680 --> 00:34:38,600
Let's make sure that Diana Novelli

572
00:34:38,840 --> 00:34:39,840
exists.

573
00:34:46,360 --> 00:34:47,840
A candy.

574
00:34:48,120 --> 00:34:49,360
All right.

575
00:34:49,719 --> 00:34:51,040
Here, I'll leave it here.

576
00:35:05,640 --> 00:35:07,440
I got the CSF results.

577
00:35:08,320 --> 00:35:09,520
No viruses.

578
00:35:10,320 --> 00:35:12,400
We return to the first hypothesis.

579
00:35:13,200 --> 00:35:15,920
Multiple sclerosis
has become progressive.

580
00:35:18,600 --> 00:35:19,480
I'm sorry.

581
00:35:19,719 --> 00:35:21,040
- I thought...
- What?

582
00:35:21,960 --> 00:35:23,280
That there was hope?

583
00:35:24,440 --> 00:35:25,320
Me too.

584
00:35:26,840 --> 00:35:28,840
But the reality is something else.

585
00:35:30,560 --> 00:35:32,280
I have to go tell him this.

586
00:35:32,920 --> 00:35:34,880
I should stop the treatment.

587
00:35:36,480 --> 00:35:38,120
I am no longer lucid.

588
00:35:45,200 --> 00:35:48,160
They transfer Patrizia Fabbri
in psychiatry.

589
00:36:11,160 --> 00:36:11,960
Wait.

590
00:36:13,239 --> 00:36:14,120
Excuse me.

591
00:36:17,480 --> 00:36:18,800
What's going on?

592
00:36:21,440 --> 00:36:22,520
No, nothing.

593
00:36:34,760 --> 00:36:38,239
Excuse me. Bring her back
in his room, please.

594
00:36:46,680 --> 00:36:48,920
She had an epileptic seizure
partial.

595
00:36:50,719 --> 00:36:51,520
Are you sure?

596
00:36:52,320 --> 00:36:53,200
Instead.

597
00:36:53,600 --> 00:36:56,800
So, Patrizia's trouble
is organic.

598
00:36:57,239 --> 00:36:58,680
Okay, she was shaking.

599
00:36:59,120 --> 00:37:02,520
But if you're right,
she should have a hemorrhage,

600
00:37:02,760 --> 00:37:04,080
or a brain tumor.

601
00:37:04,560 --> 00:37:06,200
And there's nothing on the scanner.

602
00:37:07,280 --> 00:37:08,600
It could be a...

603
00:37:08,840 --> 00:37:10,440
autoimmune encephalitis.

604
00:37:11,000 --> 00:37:13,200
On the scanner, it doesn't show up.

605
00:37:13,440 --> 00:37:15,040
But maybe that's not it.

606
00:37:15,280 --> 00:37:16,760
As with Fabio's virus.

607
00:37:17,000 --> 00:37:19,320
We're going to do a CSF analysis.

608
00:37:20,400 --> 00:37:21,960
Federico, you take care of it.

609
00:37:23,800 --> 00:37:24,440
Me ?

610
00:37:27,000 --> 00:37:30,680
Better to avoid,
I just did it on the mannequin.

611
00:37:31,440 --> 00:37:32,640
Damiano is right.

612
00:37:33,719 --> 00:37:35,800
You have to face reality.

613
00:37:37,920 --> 00:37:39,120
All right.

614
00:37:41,600 --> 00:37:42,800
I knew it

615
00:37:43,600 --> 00:37:44,920
that it would end like this.

616
00:37:45,160 --> 00:37:47,880
But Marcella
wanted to have a child.

617
00:37:48,440 --> 00:37:49,640
And I accepted.

618
00:37:49,880 --> 00:37:52,520
I'm crazy, an idiot.

619
00:37:53,480 --> 00:37:56,280
I should have persuaded her
to renounce this madness.

620
00:37:58,160 --> 00:37:59,480
Give up on Aurora?

621
00:38:00,719 --> 00:38:02,440
Do you realize what you're saying?

622
00:38:05,200 --> 00:38:08,680
My worst fear is that my daughter
witness my physical decline.

623
00:38:10,239 --> 00:38:13,239
I won't be able to hold her anymore
in my arms. Do you understand?

624
00:38:14,640 --> 00:38:16,239
No, I don't understand.

625
00:38:17,560 --> 00:38:20,520
The chance to hold my child
in my arms,

626
00:38:20,760 --> 00:38:21,760
I didn't get it.

627
00:38:22,200 --> 00:38:24,000
OK, illness makes you angry.

628
00:38:24,239 --> 00:38:26,640
But there,
you let her ruin everything else.

629
00:38:26,880 --> 00:38:29,560
You received the greatest gift
that life can offer

630
00:38:29,800 --> 00:38:30,840
and you don't see it.

631
00:38:35,000 --> 00:38:35,680
Excuse me.

632
00:38:36,160 --> 00:38:37,800
Aurora wants to give this to her dad.

633
00:38:40,800 --> 00:38:41,640
Dad,

634
00:38:41,880 --> 00:38:43,560
When are we going home?

635
00:38:44,480 --> 00:38:45,800
Soon, my heart.

636
00:38:46,920 --> 00:38:49,320
Let's let dad rest.
He's tired.

637
00:39:04,520 --> 00:39:07,400
Patrizia, I will make you
local anesthesia.

638
00:39:12,880 --> 00:39:15,160
I will perform
a lumbar puncture

639
00:39:15,400 --> 00:39:17,080
between the L3 and L4 vertebrae.

640
00:39:17,320 --> 00:39:19,320
You will feel tingling.

641
00:39:48,840 --> 00:39:49,840
"Pulp Fiction".

642
00:39:51,160 --> 00:39:52,120
Do you see?

643
00:39:53,000 --> 00:39:54,560
The adrenaline scene.

644
00:39:54,880 --> 00:39:55,760
The same.

645
00:39:57,840 --> 00:40:00,120
His excitement
for something other than a party,

646
00:40:00,360 --> 00:40:02,239
makes me think the end of the world

647
00:40:02,480 --> 00:40:04,320
- is close.
- See you tomorrow.

648
00:40:08,160 --> 00:40:11,400
If you receive the analyzes
from Marcella, warn me.

649
00:40:12,040 --> 00:40:13,040
THANKS.

650
00:40:19,000 --> 00:40:20,480
Listen, Lin.

651
00:40:21,840 --> 00:40:24,920
You were right,
about Patrizia's husband.

652
00:40:25,560 --> 00:40:27,560
He didn't even come,
Today.

653
00:40:28,520 --> 00:40:30,480
No, I told him.

654
00:40:31,760 --> 00:40:33,920
They would have suffered,
both.

655
00:40:34,600 --> 00:40:37,560
But as soon as I told him
what had happened...

656
00:40:39,080 --> 00:40:39,960
he came back.

657
00:40:42,160 --> 00:40:44,560
And if not...

658
00:40:47,880 --> 00:40:50,360
about what I said
about family...

659
00:40:51,080 --> 00:40:53,800
The separation of my parents
was very difficult.

660
00:40:54,040 --> 00:40:55,840
I didn't mean to offend you.

661
00:40:56,800 --> 00:40:58,560
Don't worry, it's okay.

662
00:40:58,800 --> 00:40:59,800
In this case...

663
00:41:04,960 --> 00:41:07,360
You forgot it in the treatment room.
It's been 3 hours

664
00:41:07,600 --> 00:41:09,040
that you didn't watch it.

665
00:41:09,280 --> 00:41:10,680
This must be your record.

666
00:41:12,680 --> 00:41:13,680
THANKS.

667
00:42:12,200 --> 00:42:13,160
Listen...

668
00:42:13,560 --> 00:42:15,200
thank you for the idea of the table.

669
00:42:16,719 --> 00:42:17,760
It was nothing.

670
00:42:18,920 --> 00:42:21,360
Sorry, I disturbed you.
You have to do.

671
00:42:22,320 --> 00:42:23,520
Shall we have a beer?

672
00:42:27,800 --> 00:42:28,800
Next time?

673
00:42:29,040 --> 00:42:31,480
No, a beer is perfect.

674
00:42:42,080 --> 00:42:43,040
So...

675
00:42:44,280 --> 00:42:46,040
Why did you choose medicine?

676
00:42:48,560 --> 00:42:49,719
For Doc.

677
00:42:51,080 --> 00:42:53,080
He saved my life,
even though he sacrificed

678
00:42:53,320 --> 00:42:54,320
my leg.

679
00:42:55,840 --> 00:42:58,840
We all want to be like
to our favorite superhero.

680
00:42:59,880 --> 00:43:02,200
- And you ?
- "The Four Daughters of Dr. March".

681
00:43:04,120 --> 00:43:05,080
Yes.

682
00:43:05,960 --> 00:43:08,560
I read it in just two days.

683
00:43:10,400 --> 00:43:14,080
At home, when it snows,
there's not much to do.

684
00:43:14,320 --> 00:43:17,040
When Beth died,
I suffered a lot.

685
00:43:18,840 --> 00:43:20,400
Then I thought that medicine

686
00:43:21,440 --> 00:43:23,440
had definitely made progress.

687
00:43:24,520 --> 00:43:26,400
I wouldn't have left
my sister die.

688
00:43:27,400 --> 00:43:28,800
I would have known what to do.

689
00:43:32,400 --> 00:43:34,719
I'm a control freak,
no?

690
00:43:38,600 --> 00:43:42,680
It would be nice if we could
control everything, heal everything.

691
00:43:44,800 --> 00:43:46,200
- I'm sorry.
- No.

692
00:43:46,440 --> 00:43:48,160
Don't worry.

693
00:43:48,400 --> 00:43:49,480
It's not your fault.

694
00:43:53,160 --> 00:43:54,160
I...

695
00:43:55,360 --> 00:43:58,680
I'm sure you did
everything possible for Alba.

696
00:44:00,160 --> 00:44:02,960
It's normal for you to do
anxiety attacks.

697
00:44:03,280 --> 00:44:04,600
It's the least we can do.

698
00:44:13,040 --> 00:44:14,160
We need a table.

699
00:44:14,880 --> 00:44:16,600
A large painting.

700
00:44:19,320 --> 00:44:20,640
- I can ?
- Yes.

701
00:44:21,040 --> 00:44:22,920
- At this meeting.
- On the tables.

702
00:44:34,200 --> 00:44:35,600
Hello, I'm back.

703
00:44:36,160 --> 00:44:38,680
Good evening, Federico, welcome.

704
00:44:38,920 --> 00:44:40,840
The weather is clear in Milan.

705
00:44:42,239 --> 00:44:43,440
Thanks, Next.

706
00:44:45,400 --> 00:44:47,960
Put on some music,
as usual.

707
00:45:40,960 --> 00:45:43,440
Sorry to call at this time.
Am I disturbing?

708
00:45:43,680 --> 00:45:45,640
No not at all.
Manuel sleeps and Davide

709
00:45:45,880 --> 00:45:46,880
is on the move.

710
00:45:47,120 --> 00:45:50,040
You were right,
I should suspend my treatment.

711
00:45:52,520 --> 00:45:54,360
Did something happen?

712
00:45:58,800 --> 00:46:01,880
I fear I can no longer distinguish
what is real

713
00:46:02,120 --> 00:46:03,320
of what is not.

714
00:46:04,200 --> 00:46:07,040
The idea of giving up my memories
terrifies me.

715
00:46:07,560 --> 00:46:09,280
You can live without your memories.

716
00:46:10,239 --> 00:46:11,440
You've already proven it.

717
00:46:15,920 --> 00:46:19,239
When did you think that
Wasn't it worth living anymore?

718
00:46:21,239 --> 00:46:22,320
After Mattia's death?

719
00:46:25,760 --> 00:46:27,960
If I remembered,
I wouldn't ask you.

720
00:46:28,600 --> 00:46:29,680
After his death, yes.

721
00:46:30,760 --> 00:46:32,480
Did you try to kill yourself?

722
00:46:34,280 --> 00:46:36,000
Life always starts again.

723
00:46:37,160 --> 00:46:38,160
Mine...

724
00:46:39,120 --> 00:46:40,120
yours...

725
00:46:42,120 --> 00:46:43,120
yours.

726
00:46:48,080 --> 00:46:50,160
Giulia also begins to doubt.

727
00:46:51,480 --> 00:46:52,280
Thank you,

728
00:46:52,520 --> 00:46:53,840
for your encouragement.

729
00:46:54,680 --> 00:46:55,480
I'll think about it.

730
00:46:56,680 --> 00:46:57,680
Good night.

731
00:47:00,480 --> 00:47:01,480
Good night.

732
00:47:35,719 --> 00:47:38,600
She is resting.
She spent the night studying.

733
00:47:38,960 --> 00:47:40,000
A candy.

734
00:47:40,600 --> 00:47:41,600
A candy?

735
00:47:43,040 --> 00:47:46,000
We're going to have a hot chocolate
to the distributor?

736
00:47:46,239 --> 00:47:46,880
What do you think?

737
00:47:49,160 --> 00:47:51,200
She is always tired.

738
00:47:51,440 --> 00:47:52,920
Are you tired, sweetie?

739
00:47:54,080 --> 00:47:54,960
Come here.

740
00:47:55,560 --> 00:47:58,080
You have been tired for a long time,
is that it?

741
00:47:59,800 --> 00:48:00,800
Do me a favor.

742
00:48:01,480 --> 00:48:03,200
Would you like to open your mouth?

743
00:48:08,800 --> 00:48:11,440
Where have you been recently?
Fabio and you?

744
00:48:11,680 --> 00:48:12,800
Hello, by the way.

745
00:48:13,040 --> 00:48:16,400
Did you go on a trip?
Have you moved?

746
00:48:17,040 --> 00:48:19,160
We always stayed in Milan.

747
00:48:19,480 --> 00:48:23,200
And in the countryside, to renovate
Fabio's grandfather's house.

748
00:48:24,560 --> 00:48:25,440
Renovate?

749
00:48:25,760 --> 00:48:26,960
Do you have any photos?

750
00:48:27,680 --> 00:48:29,480
Um... yes.

751
00:48:39,239 --> 00:48:40,400
That's what I thought.

752
00:48:40,640 --> 00:48:42,360
I'll bring it back to you right away.

753
00:48:43,680 --> 00:48:45,480
This is poisoning.

754
00:48:47,680 --> 00:48:50,160
- What are you talking about?
- From Fabio and Marcella.

755
00:48:50,400 --> 00:48:52,680
Benzos and sclerosis
have hidden

756
00:48:52,920 --> 00:48:53,840
the symptoms.

757
00:48:54,440 --> 00:48:55,680
Poisoning from what?

758
00:48:55,920 --> 00:48:57,200
Lead. Look at.

759
00:48:59,480 --> 00:49:00,480
It's at my grandfather's house.

760
00:49:00,719 --> 00:49:01,400
Exposed pipes.

761
00:49:02,320 --> 00:49:05,200
To get poisoned,
just be nearby

762
00:49:05,440 --> 00:49:08,200
long enough,
or the water is contaminated.

763
00:49:08,440 --> 00:49:09,880
Aurora has symptoms.

764
00:49:10,120 --> 00:49:13,000
She is tired
and always wants candy...

765
00:49:13,239 --> 00:49:14,920
She has a bitterness
in the mouth.

766
00:49:15,160 --> 00:49:18,160
It also explains
Marcella's kidney failure.

767
00:49:18,719 --> 00:49:20,360
Muscle pain.

768
00:49:20,800 --> 00:49:23,000
Fabio's sclerosis
is not progressive.

769
00:49:23,920 --> 00:49:27,520
To be sure,
I sent a sample to the lab.

770
00:49:29,640 --> 00:49:31,680
I shouldn't have doubted you.

771
00:49:32,000 --> 00:49:33,719
I have something to tell you.

772
00:49:36,239 --> 00:49:38,040
Patrizia's CSF results.

773
00:49:39,400 --> 00:49:40,400
You were right.

774
00:49:43,000 --> 00:49:44,640
You'll tell me later.

775
00:49:48,320 --> 00:49:50,520
Patrizia does not
psychiatric problem.

776
00:49:51,400 --> 00:49:54,040
She tried to commit suicide
and has visions.

777
00:49:54,280 --> 00:49:55,440
She has encephalitis
autoimmune.

778
00:49:57,960 --> 00:49:59,200
This means that...

779
00:50:01,080 --> 00:50:04,680
its antibodies attack
to brain cells.

780
00:50:05,160 --> 00:50:07,040
His hallucinations,
his behavior,

781
00:50:07,280 --> 00:50:08,320
it's because of that.

782
00:50:08,560 --> 00:50:10,640
- So...
- She's not crazy.

783
00:50:13,000 --> 00:50:17,400
If the antibodies go crazy,
it's for a reason.

784
00:50:18,080 --> 00:50:21,200
Generally,
it is the presence of a tumor.

785
00:50:22,360 --> 00:50:24,280
Antibodies recognize it,

786
00:50:24,520 --> 00:50:26,520
but they ignore
how to fight it.

787
00:50:29,280 --> 00:50:30,239
Does she have a tumor?

788
00:50:30,480 --> 00:50:32,200
Is that the cause of everything?

789
00:50:32,920 --> 00:50:35,160
Yes, she has a tumor on her ovaries.

790
00:50:36,400 --> 00:50:38,600
But it seems to be operable.

791
00:50:39,560 --> 00:50:40,560
Listen.

792
00:50:41,120 --> 00:50:43,680
It will be a period
very long and difficult.

793
00:50:43,920 --> 00:50:46,120
You will have to learn
to live with.

794
00:50:46,680 --> 00:50:49,320
But his chances of survival
are very good.

795
00:50:50,840 --> 00:50:53,920
We haven't told him yet,
because his condition is too altered.

796
00:50:54,160 --> 00:50:56,640
We started treatment
by immunoglobulin.

797
00:50:56,880 --> 00:50:59,600
Once the tumor is removed,

798
00:51:00,239 --> 00:51:03,080
improvements
will be clearly visible.

799
00:51:04,360 --> 00:51:05,440
Will she go back to how she was before?

800
00:51:06,840 --> 00:51:07,719
Yes.

801
00:51:09,640 --> 00:51:11,800
She will be able to distinguish
true from false.

802
00:51:16,560 --> 00:51:18,640
With that,
you will start to feel better.

803
00:51:20,440 --> 00:51:22,160
And what's the point?

804
00:51:23,880 --> 00:51:25,040
How so ?

805
00:51:25,880 --> 00:51:27,600
To find your family.

806
00:51:28,840 --> 00:51:29,760
Don't give up.

807
00:51:31,360 --> 00:51:32,520
We are fighting for that.

808
00:51:34,640 --> 00:51:35,520
Your husband...

809
00:51:36,480 --> 00:51:39,760
he did not give up,
he never moved from here.

810
00:51:40,000 --> 00:51:42,200
He always remained
in front of your door.

811
00:52:21,040 --> 00:52:22,320
Lead poisoning?

812
00:52:28,920 --> 00:52:30,000
It's incredible.

813
00:52:30,520 --> 00:52:31,480
And now ?

814
00:52:32,160 --> 00:52:34,160
Thanks to the treatment,
in a few days,

815
00:52:34,400 --> 00:52:35,880
everything will go back to the way it was before.

816
00:52:36,719 --> 00:52:37,680
Better, I hope.

817
00:52:44,880 --> 00:52:46,880
Sorry for these three
recent years.

818
00:52:50,160 --> 00:52:51,360
I'm an idiot.

819
00:52:53,880 --> 00:52:54,960
I experienced them...

820
00:52:56,160 --> 00:52:58,520
in fear
of what could happen to me...

821
00:53:00,000 --> 00:53:02,560
without being able to live
in the present.

822
00:53:08,239 --> 00:53:09,760
You and Aurora are my life.

823
00:53:11,440 --> 00:53:14,960
I don't want to waste my time anymore.
You can stop your meds.

824
00:53:18,080 --> 00:53:19,960
I'm so sorry.

825
00:53:27,880 --> 00:53:28,840
Can we come in?

826
00:53:33,160 --> 00:53:34,200
Look who's there.

827
00:53:34,440 --> 00:53:35,440
Hi.

828
00:53:49,080 --> 00:53:50,080
I have a present for you.

829
00:53:51,719 --> 00:53:53,440
And you just made me one.

830
00:53:54,719 --> 00:53:57,440
A gift?
You wanted to tell me something.

831
00:53:58,120 --> 00:54:00,600
That's the gift. Come on.

832
00:54:11,080 --> 00:54:13,400
It was on the site
of a publishing house.

833
00:54:14,280 --> 00:54:17,520
It is out of print, but the author
published several.

834
00:54:17,760 --> 00:54:20,520
-Diana Novelli. Is it her?
- Looks like it.

835
00:54:20,760 --> 00:54:24,239
She is not a doctor,
but a university researcher.

836
00:54:24,480 --> 00:54:27,040
And she could
have changed jobs.

837
00:54:27,719 --> 00:54:29,760
But she is not
a hallucination.

838
00:54:30,120 --> 00:54:31,320
You can find her.

839
00:54:31,760 --> 00:54:34,480
The publishing house
maybe has his address.

840
00:54:35,560 --> 00:54:37,120
Find your memories.

841
00:54:37,520 --> 00:54:39,000
Rediscover your whole life.

842
00:55:08,599 --> 00:55:08,600
...